But one feeling I do have is the feeling that I am not good enough.
Don’t you just love The Grove???
I view the gay community over countless profiles and environmental observation — I’ve officially given up hope for these people. I would like to count myself part of the gay community but due to communal standards in order to be recognized you have to be:
3. Slim/Hairless (reminiscent of an Abercrombie & Fitch model)
*don’t NOT get me started on the whole fems stuff*
I’ll admit, I am personally not sexually attracted to feminine men but that does not stop me from talking to them.
I don’t understand the whole “I am only attracted to people who are just like me” concept. Why would you want someone that looks just like you?
Honestly, I really wanna say I am done search for happiness in guys but my optimism and sheer will, will not let me stop search. I guess that’s a good thing.
I’ll just start blogging again…..
View of Marietta Square from The Vineyard Café